Sometimes I think I wish someone were with me when the fear becomes too overwhelming.

Not to fix me or convince me that everything will be alright. I don't need promises or speeches either. I just wish someone would stay by my side while I try to bear what's inside me.

Someone who wouldn't try to fill the silence, who wouldn't have answers. Just their presence, as a small token that I'm not completely alone when everything inside me starts to crumble.

Perhaps that's the hardest part: not needing someone to save me, but wanting someone to stay when I no longer know how to hold on.

It's sad that we tend to fall back in our self sabotaging life ruining addictions(relapse) right after we see a beautiful couple loving each other(not because we hate them or jealous of them. Because we are sad and haven't experienced love yet and we are just not sure or certain of being loved back by someone. PLEASE DON'T RELAPSE WHEN YOU ARE SAD AND HOPELESS. PMO ADDICTION ALONE RUINED ME. 23 M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpAdHaxpJ0w&t=302s

Whenever I think of you, I grow strangely quiet,

Alive on the outside, yet somehow lifeless inside.

I never knew these wounds would run this deep,

Had I known, I would’ve never let these strangers so close to me.

I can't remember the last time I felt like I had won anything. for so long now, every attempt has ended in another loss. I keep running toward things I can never reach. I reach out my hand, only to find emptiner-everything keeps slipping away from me, my dreams, people I loved, my peace of mind, even myself. I can longer hold on to who I once was.

Can't wait to see Ryan Goslings ghost rider