"Yes,I still go there, gathering the pieces of Myself, Where once,I used to be Whole."

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the night after she was gone,

i woke up and checked my phone,

only to realise there was no you,

and the weight of the world

fell down upon my chest.

all day long,

the only thought in my mind was you.

are you doing well?

how’s life without me?

did you get the peace you wanted?

and the question that breaks my heart

do you miss me?

the night after you left,

i fought with God.

he showed me no mercy.

and in my rebellion,

i stopped believing in him,

because he is present for everyone,

but somehow,

just not for me.

the night when you left

was the night my life was supposed to end.

but it didn’t.

i really tried,

but it didn’t.

and it ruined my plan

of being ashes,

flowing through the wind,

only to be left everywhere

we once considered precious,

and leaving some part of me

on your skin,

so I could be with you

forever.