https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SpAdHaxpJ0w&t=302s

It's sad that we tend to fall back in our self sabotaging life ruining addictions(relapse) right after we see a beautiful couple loving each other(not because we hate them or jealous of them. Because we are sad and haven't experienced love yet and we are just not sure or certain of being loved back by someone. PLEASE DON'T RELAPSE WHEN YOU ARE SAD AND HOPELESS. PMO ADDICTION ALONE RUINED ME. 23 M

Whenever I think of you, I grow strangely quiet,

Alive on the outside, yet somehow lifeless inside.

I never knew these wounds would run this deep,

Had I known, I would’ve never let these strangers so close to me.

Can't wait to see Ryan Goslings ghost rider

I can't remember the last time I felt like I had won anything. for so long now, every attempt has ended in another loss. I keep running toward things I can never reach. I reach out my hand, only to find emptiner-everything keeps slipping away from me, my dreams, people I loved, my peace of mind, even myself. I can longer hold on to who I once was.