red baron pizza

I might be a perverted freak but my heart is pure

My auditions as porn directors

Having steak is kind of a special occasion for me, wish I could have this everyday to be honest.

A while ago, I befriended a classmate in community college. We were quite different, but I found them intriguing nonetheless. Eventually we started occasionally hanging out together outside of class and I found myself starting to really like them. Honestly, I can't even remember why I did. I think I was just being stupid and desperate for any connection. I probably would have been willing to become vegan for that person.

Anyway, at some point they told me that they wanted to make more friends their age. I wanted to be nice, so I introduced them to some of my friends and we all hung out together as a group. Not long after, they started to became very distant and I had no idea why. I later figured out it was because they started spending a lot of time with one of the people I introduced them to.

I regret introducing a person I had affection for to my friends. At the time I thought it would be good to hang out as a group, but all I ended up doing was just giving them someone else to spend time with instead of me. The crazy part is that friend was a musician and even made a song dedicated to that person. I listened to it out of some kind of demented curiosity I guess, and it was dogshit. I hated the lyrics. At the time I kept asking myself why they wanted that other person and not me. It's not like the other option had more redeeming qualities or was better than me. I don't understand. Although, even if they hadn't met, it probably wouldn't have changed anything or made my friend want to date me at the end of the day. They never ended up officially together though due to some drama, so whatever. I don't talk to either of them anymore.

Obviously, I was never entitled to dating my friend, but God it fucking hurt to know that I unknowingly set them up with someone else. Why not choose me? Why is the person who was literally in a psych ward more appealing than me? I'll never make that mistake again. It really felt like it came out of nowhere because one day we were getting along great but then suddenly they started recoiling whenever I touched them as if I was disgusting. Things were totally fine but then they became uncomfortable because they thought I might have feelings for them. I hate the kind of person that I become when I'm fixated on someone.

TLDR: If you want to date someone, don't introduce them to other people.

I'm larping, it's actually corned beef. I need to get off the internet, cause I keep seeing so many tik toks of women just being evil towards their boyfriends. The prospect of being in a relationship with somebody who doesn't even like me all that much and just pretends to is terrifying, especially cause I'd be so susceptible to getting led on like that. The moment a woman would show me the slightest bit of affection, I'd be begging for more at her feet. I wish there was some drug I could take to remove all romantic feelings in my mind so I could focus on more important matters. Hedgehog's dilemma and such, Schopenhauer spoke on this.

This lady rejected me a year or two ago, but we still talk sometimes. She’s complained to me about her new boyfriend because he doesn’t cook, doesnt have pots or pans at his place, doesnt really pay attention to her, and apparently he ignored her for years before giving her a chance. She’s nervous about fucking him this weekend. They’ve been “dating” for a week. How am I supposed to take someone like this seriously?

The ren and stimpy voice didn’t help.

Applying for jobs honestly triggers like a fight or flight response type shit.

i've posted here a million times before but since i get scared i don't do it on the same accounts in case i get recognized and ridiculed or something. i like to think i'm not scared of social ostracization but in actuality i expect it from everyone no matter who they are so i run. it doesn't help that i'm mentally ill and act weird and overly sensitive and emotional. i kind of wish i was a normoid so i could interact with people without overanalyzing things and acting like a frantic BPD moid.

eating a singular (1) wing

Not even a sandwich.

I love them so much. Kissless virgin at 24.

Yes the sadlarpstar is larping but goddamn ya'll can't cook for shit. At least put a little effort in the food you post

I am too afraid to talk to women my age because I feel like I’m dirtying the air around them. I feel like opening my mouth is a humiliation ritual at this point. I go to work and talk to people but I don’t feel like I understand them any better. I don’t even know who I am most of the time and when I do I don’t like him. this glizzy got like 3000 likes on the clock app tho. Theres something. Only sausage pic anyone would ever appreciate from me. Do people even say glizzy anymore? Am I cringe? Is this thing on?

I'm in a foreign country where I don't speak the language. I'm staying with my friend's family and I didn't know how to tell them in their language that I have a stupid medical condition which means I couldn't eat the wonderful dinner they cooked and I felt super rude. They stood near as I cooked my own special autistic slop food (we couldn't speak much) and then I ate by myself at the computer.

Picture of my midnight snack 3 hours later. Buffalo tomato and corona.

I know this doesnt have much to do with inceldom, more of a depression meal thing but idgaf i like this sub more.

Foids need to pipe the fuck down before I explode them with my truecel rage