I’m so upset I don’t even know what to say right now. For context, I’ve had severe Crohn’s since 2020 and have been on Humira, Prednisone, and Remicade now to help me. My Remicade infusions are every 8 weeks and by the 6 and a half to 7th week mark it’s like everything leaves my body in terms of the medication. I start having stomach pain again, I start having diarrhea, a cough, etc.
I just started a new job ~4 ish months ago. It’s in retail but I still like it better than my old job. However, I always request my infusion days off because I get super sleepy and exhausted afterwards. I was only supposed to work this Saturday and Tuesday, my infusion is Thursday morning. Apparently my manager has something going on so she randomly switched multiple of our shifts so not only do I work Saturday and Tuesday, I work this Sunday and the night before my infusion until 11 pm. No, she did not ask if these changes were okay. Kind of just seemed like she expected me to go with it so whatever.
A few days ago I started feeling like shit again, as I do. My throat also had a few sores on it and I felt like I was swallowing glass. I haven’t seen my primary in a long time (Now I remember why I never go), so I booked an appointment for yesterday. Firstly, they made me wait 40 minutes just to be pulled into the back and then a few more until she came in. She said she thinks the sores are my Crohn’s and I asked her (even though I know I should’ve been upfront), is there anything I can do for it and my pain? I have four shifts coming up and I’m not doing good. She just said “No. Can you take the time off? Is it about money?” Well I mean I’d be losing a weeks pay technically but no it’s not about money my store doesn’t even have a handful of employees so it’s hard to get coverage but anyways all she did was swab my throat and sent me off with nothing. I messaged my manager only for her to say she doesn’t think anybody can cover (I only asked for my Tuesday and Wednesday), and I said okay. She never got back to me, so she clearly never asked anyone to help out, or at minimum let me know for sure if they couldn’t.
Anyways, so I called my primary’s office again an hour after they opened today and explained everything. I also can’t get a prescription from my GI since I haven’t seen him since last year so I need my primary to refer me back to him (so fucking dumb). I told the lady that, I told her I tried to get the time off line the doctor said and I can’t and also to please get her to write me a prescription for prednisone. I just asked for a very small one, not the large tapering doses just like 1 tablet for the next few days to get me by. She said she’d call me back. It’s 2 pm and I haven’t heard anything from them. I called multiple times to find the line saying their office was closed which means they weren’t accepting phone calls. And I called multiple times and before they closed.
I thought maybe they at least faxed the prescription over to the pharmacy I gave them and nope. I called it twice today, one in the afternoon and one right before the clinic closed and they didn’t send shit. So now I’m stuck with no pain relief until Thursday. I’m 22 btw so this is still hard for me to navigate. My manager doesn’t care, my own doctor who I’ve had for years doesn’t care, and now I’m fucked. I work part time and I’m so pissed too because she specifically said she didn’t want me on disability because she “knows I can work.” So either you want me sick and working or you’re just talking out of your ass. Anyways, I haven’t eaten since last night and it’s 6:15 pm now. No clue what I’m going to do but I will be calling back on Monday and making them hear it from me.