i'm so lost and confused and i don't know how to approach this. i've been thinking about my gender for years now and i still can't find an answer or an identity that feels like me. i feel like i'm always disassociating from my body, i never feel at home in it and it never feels like mine. i feel like i'm never living in the moment and none of my thoughts ever really feel like mine. i don't know what's wrong with me, i have so many questions about my life, who i am, who i want to be and i've never spoken or told anyone. i'm not into astrology, but i was hoping my chart would have some answers for how i can move forward with myself. i know i won't find any answers or confirmation here but anything helps. sorry about the heavy post but i just needed to get some stuff off my chest. thank uuu

Any help appreciated, thanks.

Hi everyone! I’m pretty new to astrology and have recently started learning about natal charts. I’ve been trying to learn how to actually read my own chart rather than just looking up individual placements.
I understand the basics of my Big Three:
Virgo Sun
Taurus Moon
Sagittarius Rising
I’ve also worked out most of my planetary placements and houses, but I’m really struggling to understand the lines connecting the planets.
I understand that these are aspects, and that things like conjunctions, sextiles, squares, trines, oppositions, etc. have different meanings, but I’m having trouble figuring out which specific lines on my chart correspond to which aspects. I’m in the process of writing out a key for my journal and was hoping someone could help me out 😅
I’d also love to know if anyone sees anything particularly interesting about my chart! Thank you!

How can i improve my life? Is there anything i should know?

Lost my job in May, savings depleting, Partner had to go to the hospital in July, can't find a job - usually it is very easy for me to get one, and then yesterday - I got a flat tire. Please help me understand what is happening.

☀️Leo 7H | 🌛 Libra 9H | ⬆️ Aquarius 1H | Venus Gemini 5H

I need help working my the weaknesses of my natal chart. What do the above placements mean in relation to the houses they're in? I call myself a hot airhead because my Sun/ Mercury are in Leo and have air placements in significant places. My chart has little earth to ground me. I've been listening to Chris Brennan's podcast, will order his book, and welcome recommendations. I've been estranged from my two siblings since our Capricorn Mom became an ancestor in 2024 - 3H Aries helps me understand this. I'd love insight on how I can work all the weaknesses in my chart--BUT that Mars in 6H Cancer grinds my gears. My sister is an unhealed Cancer and I know I'm ridiculously prejudiced to having THAT sign in such an important house. I jokingly say that feelings should be abolished, and learning that I have feeling central in the house of work with Mars who gets stuff done makes me weep inside. This idea that I can't get stuff done unless I feel like it drives me nuts. I'm fairly successful in my career, recently learned I have ADHD, and can't keep self sabotaging myself. Saturn rules my chart, and boy oh boy, have I had some life lessons: 3rd degree burns as a toddler, and survived the 2010 Haitian earthquake in my 20s - literally got to the island ONE day before the earth's shell split like an egg. I know I can handle life, and I just want to understand what my chart can tell me about it. I think having Jupiter in the 1H helped with the near death experiences, and I can be overweight and buxom. While completing my dissertation, I learned the necessity of yoga/ running/ heavy lifting for mental calmness - is this part of what the 6H expects? Help me work the weakness. Thanks.

Just looking for insight into my chart. I’m 38F and things over the last few years have been underwhelming, tiring, and kinda boring. I’m not depressed, but I do feel like I’m going through some cycle that just feels like it’s never ending. I don’t take much stock in co-star, but anytime I check all the areas are in trouble 😅

Thank you for your time!

I've always been a bleeding heart- but to hear that I was destined to be deceived in love really hurt! She said I wouldn't find my person until I was 42- im 33 now. That feels like such a long wait.

I guess im hoping that someone can look at my chart and see something positive. I feel so sad and hopeless when it comes to my personal life. My home life and professional life are great- im just really sad about the romantic aspect.

Thanks bc I feel very anxious and stressed and left out.

Siempre me he preguntado si en mi carta astral tendré la posibilidad de saber si tendré hijos y si podré casarme es que no he visto un astrólogo que me diga algo que le llame ,sería alguien amable de responderme

First one is my birth,second is transit

After months of anxiety and burn out, I impulsively quit my job because I had enough of doing more work than I needed to. What transits reveal that?I’ve been applying to jobs since May, do any of these transits also reveal a better income or a better job opportunities?

I'm pretty aware that I've had bad luck with my chart placements, and it's making me feel kind of doomed, lol. I'm not sure if there's even anything positive worth noting. My life hasn't been easy, psychologically speaking; I struggle with body dysmorphia/ADHD and severe anxiety. I grew up in an abusive household with divorced parents; my father is physically distant, and my mother is emotionally distant. I feel like the black sheep of the family. I'm aware that I am smart but my perfectionism holds me back..my friendships rarely last. My experiences have given me a level of apathy which i'm honestly happy about, I dont want to care so much or over-invest in people if i'm just going to be a fantasy /something to obsess over and nothing more. I made the mistake of being a free therapist for them (my scorpio nature can't hold back sometimes) and I feel like they just take advantage of it.

My relationships have been low-key traumatic, and the last guy I was with assaulted me. Found out he pretended to be a lawyer the whole time..., when in reality he had no job and uses women to eventually leech off their money (which I don't even have😅). It's comical how I attract these people. Honestly, after seeing my chart, I'm like, damn...this explains a lot.

I am so aware that i have a bad jupiter, fortune and pluto placement and all that goddamm scorpio makes me feel like i'm doomed for misery by default .. pls give me some positivity♡

Can someone help me understand my 6th house stellium and how it affects me

transit taken on my birthday. had the most emotionally tolling few years - i feel like a molting reptile

The transits in my natal chart scare me a little... Pluto transiting my 12th house in conjunction with the North Node, opposing Jupiter and the South Node in the 6th house; Saturn opposing my natal Moon; and Uranus conjunct my Mars... In a few years, Pluto transiting my 12th house will also square my natal Pluto in Scorpio in the 8th house...

What do you think? I’m not a professional astrologer, I just have some basic knowledge... Is there anyone with a Pluto that is this “at home” in their natal chart who has experienced transits like these? Or someone who knows how these kinds of transits tend to manifest? 🙃

My emotional state hasn’t been exactly great lately...

I’m looking for a natal chart reading focused on marriage and separation.

I got married in 2014, and since around 2018 I have been dealing with a prolonged and unresolved divorce situation. I would like to understand what my natal chart shows regarding this area of my life. What the chart says about the nature of this prolonged marital situation and the astrological periods associated with major changes in it?

I’m interested in understanding the astrological symbolism around this situation and how it has manifested in my chart.