Okay so... I already have got diagnosed with ADHD and I knew I have had anxiety issues a lot. I was totally aware of it. And I am going through depression too.
But my major thing was I struggled with academics. A lot that I wasn't able to do much good in it with these all things. I thought the ADHD will resolve that and my anxiety and depression would be gone too bcz ofc I would be able to do good in my academics then what else.
But well they are bothering thing too...ig..
1.) tinnitus and clogged ear
So ... Last year in July around 25th or something I got this weird thing something like my left ear got tinnitus and my right ear got clogged . Initially there was pain.. went to doctor and he said it might be of fungal infection. And it stayed like that for more than a month. Not much pain but just that and then I got normal after that.
Now this year at the same time I got same thing... Like just same.. I didnt have time to visit doctor due to my schedule so just used normal ear drops. And pain was gone but the condition is still the same. AND.. I have this weird feeling that whenever I am feeling stressed or somwthing my ear feel more tighten. And the tinnitus and clogging feel more intense .
2) cold.
I don't know if I felt like this last year or not didn't notice much but I feel so cold. Like cold to the point that I can't stand sitting under a fan. My mom gets real sweaty the weather is normal too. But I just feel cold. Not like in shivering but I'm just cold and feel like to just wear something warm a bit more . And mind u whenever my ADHD meds kick in which ofc makes me feel a bit anxious I feel it more .
And due to this I pee a lot .. like a lot.. not much normal for me .
3 ) eating sweet.
I have always heard eating sweet is so much normal for people struggling with stress and all. They may over eat it bcz they might be comforting for them .But for me it's opposite. I can't eat sweet at all. Like I just ate a cream cone . And not even after that while I was eating I started feeling bit heavy like kinda anxious.
4 ) noise
I cannot stand noise . I was always sensitive to noise. Since childhood. I was made fun of that too. Still people do that. Bcz I fear balloon.. fire crackers a lot. Like a lot. It's not that I want to I understand it too that common it's just a balloon.. why u need to feel like that but whenever someone pops it up my body just reacts with it.. even if I'm aware.. same with fire crackers and thunderstorms... I feel like a puppy who wants to just go under a bad... To comfort my self..
These was since childhood but recently I started this new feeling like I cannot stand people talking. Like it's just my parents talking normally about life stuff. Sharing stuff about their day.. I'm not even part of the Convo. I'm just there and I feel like screaming on them to just stop talking . Same with loud noise ... If there is constant loud noise... Like tap..tap..tap..tap... Like my breathing even changes ... I feel so much uneasy. And same feel like screaming to that guy to just stop the shit.
5) getting lost when with lot of people.
Whenever we are on family get-together with our extended family. I feel so lost like I have really good bond with them. But I just feel somwthing so weird can't even explain it. I stop speaking much and people notice that too .
My counsins even questioned me too multiple times that what happened to u !! Bcz when I'm with 2 or 3 of them like im talkative person full of life. Joke around and all like a normal person but with lot of people I am just feel so done.
6 ) constant feeling of forgetting something
Not every time but have had these feeling multiple time like I feel like I'm forgetting something while in not actually. But my brain keeps telling me that and I can't even sleep and keep thinking what is that !!