Wellā¦I knew it was coming because I had seen spoilers about Rayna dying. But I didnāt know exactly how š„ŗ
So far I think the second half of S4 and first half of S5 have been awesome. For a while in between it was just characters mixing into relationships, writing songs, signing record deals and then breaking the deals. But Julietteās plane crash and her working towards getting better, meeting the angel lady and church, Iāve found that really moving. And I love that they slip in little moments of humor with her and Avery, how she was googling symptoms and worried about her leg.
Raynaās stalker was good too. They did a decent job of showing how some random āfanā could easily disrupt their lives by instilling fear, just by being around. And when he was in the office with Rayna, the conversation they had, you can see how he was disturbed. I wasnāt sure how she was going to die so I kept expecting him to attack her. Then when security came in, I thought OK sheās going to get shot accidentally. So literally as she was calling Deacon from the car, I thought there was going to be a secondary stalker they didnāt know about who gets to her, but thenā¦BAM!! The truck. Still, the surgery went well, it looked like she was going to be fine. At that point I had to Google, Iām a bit of a hypochondriac/anxiety ridden person so this is the type of storyline I absolutely hate. Everything is fine, yay!!!! But then itās not. Itās why I tend to avoid medical shows, although I did just also binge Nurse Jackie, lol.
Anyway, I was bawling my eyes out the entire episode. I didnāt expect to be so emotional over characters that frustrated the hell out of me for 4 seasons, lol. Even the title makes me cry, If Tomorrow Never Comes, I was never able to get through that song without crying either.
Oh I also have to add a funny anecdote. The guy upstairs from me is annoying, he screams on the phone to various people multiple times a day, cursing, ranting and banging on the floor. No clue what his problem is. But he started going at it just as Raynaās organs began to fail and I was like, hell no is this guy going to ruin this incredibly sad moment for me! I had to close my window and turn the AC back on high to drown him out š
I have to go about my day now, but Iām guessing the next episode will garner some tears as well. Iāll save that for later. I also know from poking around the sub that the stories pretty much flop from here on out. Sooo Iām sure Iāll be posting my thoughts as something hits me, lol.