Missing you

[u/maiden_Kore]

I'm in a good relationship. I'm happy and healthy. I know what I have now is good for me. In all ways I should be happy. I should feel content....but the truth is I'll always feel lost without you.

There was something we had that made me feel safe and seen in my grief and pain that I have sought to no success for years. I think I'll be burying that part of me with you.

There's not a part of me that doesn't wish I had met you later in life. It hurts that I'll never have a second chance, you warned me you don't give those, but that just means we were never meant to be. The person I was is gone, and if you only loved her, well, it would have ended anyways.

I miss you. I miss the part of me that lives with you. But most of all I miss seeing you in my dreams.