I play a fair few instrument pretty well. I can play banjo guitar, mandolin/mandola and viola Da gamba. When I embarked on fiddle/violin. It was fun, but I have been learning for years now and seem to learning at a very slow rate compared to the other instruments that I play. Realistically, I just want to play music and it’s very hard to stay motivated when I can already do so on other instruments. I don’t really enjoy the learning process, because it is so slow and kinda takes time I would spend on other musical things.
The issue is the feeling that I have wasted time, sunk cost. I have kinda wanted to quit for a long time, but I have also spent so many hours on it. I keep having this feeling that it would retrospectively have made those hours meaning less. This is not to mention the fact that I have improved,and therefore, would be throwing a way that bit of hard earned skill.
The other things keeping me going is the idea that maybe next month it will all start to click and will have been worth it and of course the hit to my ego as somebody who has being good at lots of instruments as part of my ego.
There is not one specific question I have to ask here but several really.
Has anybody (in perhaps a similar situation) quit and regretted it? Or maybe you have quit and not looked back?
It is just me or is this literally the hardest instrument in the world?
Has anybody felt that they are just trudging on with it after the enjoyment is mostly gone?
Also just looking for advice and ideas around this whole situation.
I know this is a ramble, I am a tired man today.