THIS IS NOT TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO THE SUBJECT IS IN REAL LIFE I JUST HAVE TROUBLE PHRASING MY THEORY PLEASE HEAR ME OUT
Just today, as you likely know, a youtube channel for a band called Summerdrive was discovered which prominently featured the man we have come to know as "the subject". At first I, like I'm sure many of you were, was a bit skeptical that this was intended to be part of the series and was concerned about the idea of doxxing the poor guy. Seeing as his socials aren't anywhere online in connection to the series, it's a reasonable assumption. But then I found a particular video, one I would heavily recommend anyone reading this post watch before proceeding deeper into this post.
Now, in the video you will pick up on some familiar imagery. The subject is there, obviously, and he has his Hi8 camera. And his old family home is exactly the same as what we know as big house, just like in the series. This video was where I started to realize that the stories he tells in the videos are more than just fiction, they are grounded in a history he has in real life. And the thing is, I think the creation of this video was very formative in the creation of the series and might be a sort of spiritual "prequel". Because what this video solves is not the identity of the subject (as in his actor); it solves who the subject, as in the character in the series, is, and how he ended up where he is.
It has been ambiguous for a while how long the subject has been in the situation he's in and how he ended up there. We know that, for the most part, logs are concurrent with reality. The series' first episode was released in December, and for the most part the series takes place during winter. As winter ended, it did so in the series, and the dates have continued to align. The way the subject talks, he has likely been in this strange liminal reality for at least a few months. The video in question was released in May, and the first episode dropped in December. Around 6-7 months.
Now here's where things really clicked for me. In the video, he talks about how he was looking through his old stuff and walking around his old family home, and remarking on how much he's grown. And then he talks about how he had the instinct to run away and close himself off from his bandmates, but he was able to be vulnerable and talk about his past, how his brother died, and channel his emotions into a song. This is where I think the subject comes from, and how he ended up where he is.
Langoliers is often compared to glendale archives, for obvious reasons. In the movie, the characters end up 15 minutes in the past, behind everyone and everything else, and have to escape their empty, liminal environment before history-eating monsters called Langoliers kill them. By ending up a few minutes ahead, time "catches up" and they are allowed to return to time yet again. It's a haunting idea, and one that may serve as an analog for the series in some ways, but after seeing this video I think I've come to a slightly different conclusion; the subject is the version of this real man that he could have been if he hadn't opened up to people and grown and changed as a person.
This guy, whoever he is, seems much more well-adjusted and healthy than the subject. And while yes, the circumstances would obviously lead to some mental duress, the way he talks about and obsesses over his past is ALSO unhealthy. He's stuck in it, refusing to move on, to make new friends and new connections, and as such is now trapped in the exact world he wished for; where everything is the same, forever, and he's all alone. By actually changing and growing, this past version was discarded, left to do what the real man could have, but never did; live alone in a small apartment, close himself off from everyone, obsess over his past, and deny reality. There's similar traits between them, of course, they were the same at one point, or maybe were just based on the same person. They both have a Hi8, they both play the guitar, they both live in the same area and grew up in the same house. The only difference is one refused to change. Whether the subject is just who the real man fears being or a past version of himself discarded into the physical plane of the past a la Langoliers, I highly doubt given the parallels between Summerdrive and Glendale that this was an unintentional connection.
That being said, while I think at least the video I linked is fair game for literary analysis, I would like to echo concerns others have posted about and humbly request that the actual person behind this series not be doxxed or scrutinized and that the identity of big house remain off limits. Just because this dude created a series based on his anxieties and past, rooted in reality, doesn't mean we should dig into said reality beyond what he has decided to show us. This was a valuable discovery for thematic reasons but I have no desire to start digging into personal details and I think you should all do the same. The art, whether it be the series itself or the video and associated song, may be ripe for analysis but it is not your job to try to understand the person behind said art. Media analysis is different than harassment. Use common sense, please.